ARRRGGHHHH!!!!!

I'm so upset at myself right now. I had an opportunity to talk to someone that I had been wanting to do for a while, and I didn't do it. I didn't have a good spirit going into it. I felt myself slipping into this old version of me. I knew that if I started talking about what I wanted to talk about, it wouldn't have been productive.

I hate putting off things like this.

Vintage Me >.<

4th times a charm?

I've sat here tonight and stared writing 3 different blogs(not including this one). I haven't posted any of them - I get to a point where I have to stop because I find myself writing about a specific person. I don't like it when my writing is focused on a specific person. It usually means that person is on my mind for whatever reason - good or bad. The person that I was writing about has been on my mind a lot lately.

Arrgghh!!!! Why is this happening? Why am I thinking about this person so much lately? It's driving me crazy.

Vintage Me >.<