Thursday, February 21, 2008

Feelings of rejection

Feeling rejected is a horrible feeling. I recently was given this devotional that was a real eye-opener for me...ENJOY!!


Daily Devotional - Wednesday February 20th
Rooted deep...and founded securely on [God's] love. Ephesians 3:17

Roots of rejection

Are you struggling with rejection? When your roots spring from the soil of rejection it's like living in a house with a faulty foundation; every storm brings new problems. You can employ all kinds of tricks from people-pleasing to workaholism to make yourself feel better, but without a healthy root system nothing works. Flawed roots always produce flawed fruit. And your roots were diseased long before you started producing such fruit. What's the answer? Being "Rooted deep...and founded securely on [God's] love." God wants to pick you up, shake off the old soil and replant you securely in His love and acceptance. And He doesn't just replant you, He 're-parents' you. That means that you no longer draw your self-worth from your family of origin. "Now we are the sons of God" (IJn 3:2). But remember, it's a process. Strong roots require three things: (1) Time to develop. Becoming confident in your identity as God's child is like breaking in new shoes. You must walk in them till they become comfortable. (2) Protection from predators and harsh elements that can kill. You need to surround yourself with people who "have obtained like precious faith" (2Pe 1:1). Christian fellowship is your protective shield! (3) Being fed and watered regularly. Once-a-week in church won't cut it, you must learn to feed yourself regularly on God's Word!

The cure for rejection is - being able to see yourself as God sees you. It means announcing, "I am what God says I am, I have what God says I have, therefore I can do what God says I can do." So even if you didn't get off to a great start, you can still have a great finish!

Sunday, January 13, 2008

In pursuit of ?

Today in church, the sermon was titled, "In pursuit of God", but the meat of the sermon was more...what are you in pursuit of? The jist of the sermon was no matter what you're in pursuit of, you should be in pursuit of God because God has been in pursuit of you since before you were born.

But...the preacher asked the question, "what are you in pursuit of?" I began to wonder what I was really in pursuit of. I've been through some stuff...whoo!! I think I've been seaching for love and happiness (wassup Al Green!!) anyway....I have. I've been looking for that butterfly in your stomach, make you sweat because you're slightly nervous or anxious when you're around that person, heart racing kinda feeling.

I heard someone the other day say that you fake it until you make it. Some things in life, you can't fake. You can't fake love. You might be able to fake other things :), but love is not one of them.

So...what do I do? Settle for comfort and okay? Or keep seaching for love and happiness?

I think I'll keep searching. Don't I deserve love and happiness?

Vintage Me >.<