In pursuit of ?

Today in church, the sermon was titled, "In pursuit of God", but the meat of the sermon was more...what are you in pursuit of? The jist of the sermon was no matter what you're in pursuit of, you should be in pursuit of God because God has been in pursuit of you since before you were born.

But...the preacher asked the question, "what are you in pursuit of?" I began to wonder what I was really in pursuit of. I've been through some stuff...whoo!! I think I've been seaching for love and happiness (wassup Al Green!!) anyway....I have. I've been looking for that butterfly in your stomach, make you sweat because you're slightly nervous or anxious when you're around that person, heart racing kinda feeling.

I heard someone the other day say that you fake it until you make it. Some things in life, you can't fake. You can't fake love. You might be able to fake other things :), but love is not one of them.

So...what do I do? Settle for comfort and okay? Or keep seaching for love and happiness?

I think I'll keep searching. Don't I deserve love and happiness?

Vintage Me >.<